The Why

I am not sure what or why I am doing this blog yet. I just know I need to do it. For God, for me. I want to speak/type truth. I want to have an outlet for my yearning heart. A place where I can put my thoughts and even prayers where others can read them. Not because I think that my thoughts are great. But, because my struggles are real and I have them. My daily grind is tiring. Why not have an outlet for me? Possibly others as well.

When I am frustrated I need to find Jesus. When my kids are on my last nerve I need to find Jesus. When the dishes need done or floors to be swept or dinner cooked, and kids need a referee I need Jesus.

I am not a writer by nature so grammar will be horrendous. Spelling may be off and heck I WILL use saw/seen in the wrong place. But this is me. 100% through and through. Oh and most of the time I won't proof read because if I get the chance to type I will just click publish. Who knows when I will remember to do it if I don't then;)

My life is busy, Jess and I are raising 3 kids. We are raising kids to follow God. We have to direct them and help them flourish. Life is real good. But I struggle daily with different things. And those things will come through for you to read.

Word of God speak, let it pour down like rain.

The thoughts/words that come to each post will be genuine and real. I will speak honest truth in what I am feeling. If I can't be honest then it won't be up here.

And because this verse really hit home for me. I'll leave it at this;

"Therefore I tell you, her sins, which are many, are forgiven--for she loved much. But he who is forgiven little, loves little"
                     LUKE 7:47